Oh, the overwhelming allure.
So many of us have seemingly endless older books on our TBRs.
Sometimes these are tightly defined (spreadsheeted phenomena, like this Virago project of mine) whereas others are loosely conceived (“I’m going to read more Victorian potboilers”).
But, despite this, more recently published books are a persistant distraction.
Even though I snapped a photo of my February reads and acknowledged that the most recently published book in my stacks was a 1951 Gabrielle Roy novel, I knew my days of backlisted reading were threatened by the furor surrounding various spring events.
And I did read some newer books in March, like the Canada Reads contender, Jocelyne Saucier’s And the Birds Rained Down (Translated by Rhonda Mullins). This slim and accomplished tale managed to last until the third day of the debates, even though there is little that we would not rather think about than dying old (except, perhaps, dying young, and even that, if it’s in the context of a John Green story, can be dressed as entertainment).
And the Birds Rained Down was published in 2011 and became the most recently published book in my reading log for this year until…
I read Emily St. John Mandel’s Station Eleven and Emma Healey’s Elizabeth is Missing. Both were tremendously entertaining and solidly written, and they have been longlisted for this year’s Women’s Fiction Prize, a prizelist I have followed since its earliest days, when one had to hope that such announcements would appear in a newspaper the next morning.
And, so, with the announcement of that longlist, I was propelled to the library hold lists once more, eager to track down the titles I hadn’t heard of, wondering how many of the longlisted books I could read before the prize is announced in June.
Well, quite simply, I could read all of them. But, another question is, what would go unread if I did?
The simplest answer is that all the books that have been sitting untouched on my TBR for years would continue to go unread.
But I could gobble Rachel Cusk’s Outline and Laline Paul’s The Bees (both of which I wanted to read before they were listed for this prize). Along with one of my personal MRE (Must-Read-Everything) authors, who appears on this year’s list (Sarah Waters, with The Paying Guests) and those writers’ books whose works I have enjoyed for many years (for instance, Ali Smith and Anne Tyler). I have no doubt that, an April spent in their company would be worthwhile indeed.
And, yet, the same could certainly be said of the books and writers in the picture I’ve snapped of another list, a longlist of sorts, a sampling of nominees from previous years which I have yet to read. Andrea Levy, too, is one of my MRE authors, but I’ve yet to make time to read Small Island. And even though you couldn’t shut me up about Helen DeWitt’s Lightning Rods a couple of years ago, The Last Samurai is as yellowed inside as its outside, having sat neglected on my bookshelf for about fifteen years.
So I have read some of this year’s 20 nominees for the Women’s Fiction Prize, and I am currently reading Xiaolu Guo’s I Am China, but I am also reading Anita Rau Badami’s The Hero’s Walk, which was longlisted for the prize in 2002. Whether the coming reading weeks contain more of this year’s nominees or more of the past nominees remains to be seen, but not necessarily because I am distracted by this year’s list (but, of course, I am: you know that) but also because I am also distracted by other backlisted reading projects.
A straightforward one is the stack of David Adams Richards novels, which I first snatched from the shelf last summer, when I was reading Crimes Against My Brother, a memorable but difficult read from my 2014.
Because he is one of those writers who populate their works in such a way that a character whom readers meet in one book might resurface in another later book, I was particularly keen to read more of his novels. And the only book of his which I had read previously was Nights Below Station Street.
I would have waffled on that statement even just a week ago. Because my copy of it has such a beautiful winter’s evening cover illustration, for years I have confused Evening Snow Will Bring Such Peace with the only David Adams Richards novel that I had actually read before Crimes Against My Brother.
Perhaps even while reading Nights Below Station Street, I believed that I was reading Evening Snow Will Bring Such Peace. (This kind of thing happens. I just realized that Michael Cera and Jesse Eisenberg are two different actors. Confusion can persist. uninterrupted, for years.)
And, yet, when I reached for Evening Snow Will Bring Such Peace — ostensibly for a reread — I realized that it was Nights Below Station Street that needed rereading and, there, in the first few pages of these novels, I was reminded why, for characters do, indeed, recur and families populate the page in a suitably messy and sprawled fashion as they populate a tightly-knit community like the Miramichi.
There is no sensible reason for my muddlement of Richards’ novels. I can never recall which ones I actually own and which I have seen so many times on the shelves of libraries and bookstores that I believe I own copies. And the titles are individually beautiful but collectively blurred. So I wanted to read Mercy among the Children (because one of its characters appears in last year’s novel) but I have only copies of Brokenhearted and Meagre stories instead.
When, if I sit down instead with this year’s Women’s Fiction Prizelist, will I ever sort out such details?
And then there is the matter of my Once Upon a Time reading. Even online you can view my overly-ambitious reading plans from past years (2013 and 2012, for instance) and see how often some of the same books appear on multiple lists, with the best of intentions but never realized.
Of course I am inclined to stack an unreasonable number of books at arm’s length to peruse for a reading event, but some of my reading lists for OUAT are long even according to my own inflated standards of reading-list-ness.
When will I finally get to Monica Furlong’s series, which only had two books in it when I first put it on my reading list? When will that happen, if I stop to invstigate Patricia Ferguson now (for I see she has been nominated for the Women’s Fiction previously, too) or sandwich in Samantha Harvey’s Dear Thief (because, oh, I did love her novel The Wilderness enough to buy a hardcover after I had read a copy of it from the library)?
Some of the books on this list have been on my shelves, unread, for twenty-some-odd years.
And, yet, the new and shiny are seemingly irresistible.
Perhaps that is, in some cases, for good reason.
I finally read Walter Wangerin’s The Book of the Dun Cow this year, which had been on my shelves for 25 years (and made repeat appearances on my OUAT lists) and I didn’t enjoy it half as much as I thought I would. (I do like a good animal story, but I should have guessed that a Christian allegory would complicate my response on those grounds.)
But mostly?
I simply avoid reading the books on my own shelves because I have had, for so long, the habit of choosing other books instead.
Of the 32 books I’ve read this year so far, 26 have been pulled from my own shelves, with an average publication date of 1988, many having been unread for a decade — or two. (Compared to 9 of the first 32 books read last year, 2 in that segment of 2013’s reading, 7 in 2012 and 6 in 2011.)
I was eyeing Terry Pratchett’s novels as a teenager (only because the covers were playful and stood out dramatically in the science-fiction and fantasy sections I loved to browse), but I have yet to finish The Color of Magic. And even though I did begin it (for perhaps the fifth time) earlier in March, I will have to begin again, because once again I have gotten off on the wrong foot with it. (I can’t explain it: the turtles and elephants just don’t line up for me.)
Emma Bull’s War for the Oaks landed on my shelf because it was part of a bookclub discussion in 1995 and it, too, remains unread. Which hasn’t stopped me from adding 5 of her other books to my TBR — the list, not my shelves — and, in the process of investigating that statistic, I added a sixth book to my EmmaBullTBR, the first in a series which has more than ten installments in it (here’s hoping that, if I ever do get to reading the first, that I do not enjoy it) and was reminded that the epistolary novel she co-wrote is nearly 600 pages long.
But, I think I should rush to read these recent nominees.
When do I imagine reading the books pictured here?
Perhaps After Before (another Women’s Fiction Prize nominee).
Or maybe I just need to figure out How to Be Both readers at the same time.
And you?
Just how serious is your library habit?
Just how hard would it be for you to make a change?
Ugh. Award shortlists! And long lists! I have such a weakness for them. I love to examine them and add to my TBR list! Some days I look at my list and think, oh crap, I really ought to read something from here so it actually is a list from which I get books to read, and not just a list I gaze longingly at.
I don’t buy many books. A little here and there at library sales. Sometimes when I buy books for the kids, like recently a decently big box from Book Outlet arrived full of kids books, I add a few for myself. But mostly I indulge during my birthday. So I’m guessing I buy at the most 20-30 books for myself a year. And maybe there might be 5 or 6 that people give me for birthday/Christmas. That’s a number i could easily read in a month or two. Yet there is always the library. I love browsing through the overdrive catalogue too. I often wander to the app and click on ‘new ebooks’ just to add more books to my ‘wish list’. This adding to lists thing is really insane..
Ugh…I love…oh, crap…gaze longingly: yup, it’s a whole pile of mixed emotions, isn’t it?! I hear ya.
I’ve said it before, but I enjoy your To-Read shelves on GR, the way that I see books land on them and, then, within memory, shift to your Currently-Reading shelf. Well, not always, of course, but sometimes, and since in my case they tend to get filed on the To-Read shelf and *never* shift, ‘sometimes’ is an excellent and highly promising scenario, in contrast. I still envy that!
I don’t buy as many books as I used to, but they remain my great pleasure, with good food and drink (and, yes, those indulgences can be enjoyed together, which is extra nice) and the titles which come into the house habitually outnumber those that leave. Maybe if I as much about the numbers as I am about the words, I could catch hold of this spiral….
I love posts with pictures of books! (A weakness.) I feel the same way about the Bailey Women’s Prize: it would be so much fun to read all the books. I do have Emily St. Mandel’s book on my e-reader, and read part of The Bees (not my kind of thing). In other words, I haven’t read any of them. And I never make it through the longlist, though I could attempt the shortlist???
Sometimes I get to books on my shelves and love them. This year I got around to Turgenev’s Virgin Soil. A great book! I’ve had that Emma Bull book forever and will probably not read it.
That’s not a Turgenev I’ve read (only Fathers and Sons), but it sounds great. Which means, of course, that you have added to my TBR list! I think you’d like Station Eleven; mabe it will made a good summer read for you. I read the introduction to War for the Oaks the other night, but that’s as far as I got. *sigh*
I don’t think you are alone here. The books I own usually get put on the back-burner, even though there is a good reason I bought them. I keep telling myself not to put any more holds on at the library, but then I say, “Just one more…”. It’s hard to escape the shiny new books when you see them praised and reviewed all over the place.
Right now, I am reading one from my TBR pile – Far From the Madding Crowd. You’ve done well to have read 26 from your shelves so far this year!
This is the first time that I have ever had a declarative stance as to “no holds” at the library (I have devised an unnecessarily complicated system of allowing a certain number after I’ve jumped through particular literary hoops) and I have to say that not travelling to and fro to pick them up so frequently has freed up a good chunk of reading time too. But I was borrowing a decidedly unreasonable number of books: a “heavy-user” as Melwyk once said. Congrats on making it to Hardy. I have two of his on my shelves too, but haven’t even glanced in their direction this year so far. I seem to be keen on backlisted stuff but haven’t been angling towards classics (other than Canlit classics).
Speaking of the Baileys Prize for Women’s Fiction, I just read Heather O’Neill’s The Girl Who Was Saturday Night and quite liked it. I’m thinking that it has a good chance to make the shortlist when it is announced Tomorrow! 6 books will make the shortlist out of 20. I will be eager to see which ones they are. Here are my thoughts on the book at http://www.thecuecard.com/books/the-weekly-recap/ . You already have a good jump on reading the nominees. I hope to read more too. Cheers!
There are some absolutely beautiful bits of prose in TGWWSN; I’m looking forward to her new collection of short stories too. Are you pleased with the shortlist?
I guess the shortlist for the Bailey’s Prize seems very strong. I’m reading Kamila Shamsie’s novel “A God in Every Stone” now and I also have my eye on Rachel Cusk’s book and The Bees too. Are you picking a winner? I’m wondering if Sarah Waters might get it?
I could actually list more titles I’ve left for decades and finally read – maybe we just have to reach the right time of our life for some of them!
And yet that doesn’t seem to cross my mind when I’m buying them; I’m always convinced that the “right time” is “right now”, even when “right now” turns out to be decades later!
Probably “The Mandarins” by Simone de Beauvoir, which I’d had since the early 1980s when I read all of her other works, but finally read this a few years back. Or actually, most probably “Doctor Zhivago” – which I bought in the 1970s and finally read last week….. !
Now that IS encouraging. I haven’t read either, but fortunately (?) don’t have copies of them on my shelf to obsess over right now either. Currently I have a couple of 10-something books in my stack, but I’ve got to pull a few more long-time shelf-sitters into the works soon….
My habits are bad – I have books that I’ve had for over 30 years and never read. I am seriously trying to rectify this at the moment – it’s not easy but I think I am getting there…
I added a “20-something” shelf to my online TBR last year, with 100 books there to start, hoping that would encourage me to take on some of the most persistently ignored books on my shelves, but it really served to illuminate just how pervasive the problem has been. What’s one of your recent successes, whether because it was a book you ended up truly enjoying or one that you finally tackled which had been hanging around for longer than most?